Sounds like you need to take a weekend with a linux live distro and just try it out see if you are more compatible with that. Here is a place that has a bunch.

Have you just tried seizing all the wealth of the nation for you and your inner circle so when you do crash out you can at least move to a place that is ok??

and you sort of feel like… you know, I could have been a ninja

I mean while its deplorable I dont think either company has anything about hate actions outside the game. And if they wernt willing to ban him for account sharing (which I am sure they could show he was gaining XP while also being live on TV) then this wont move the needle. Also to be fair I wouldnt want to be in any forward facing position if they did, the brown shirts would internet come for you.

that was my dry attempt at saying what a failure that team was when they said that, and you know it had to be someone high up that approved it.

Are you in marketing?? If not, you should look around and see if you could.